Eh if not worse, filled with nothing. You know what I really enjoy doing, something I didn't know about myself. Taking risks, it's fun to go up against the possibility of losing. It gives meaning to shit, I may even do it tonight, I did a little bit to the demise of my sex life. But it's experience like xp in a video game and you level up and do it again, and again, and agin. That's fun and takes guts both of which I like to have.
That is not what I'm doing now, nor am I jerking off which is great, you probably didn't need to know but that's risk. Saying something embarrassing risking having piercing eyes come at me like hollow bullets made to kill and expand on impact. Even talking about it is fun and makes me want to risk something. Put it on the line for the chance to come on top, say what's on my mind without a care in the world. This may end up being short cause there was flat out. Nothing to talk about, but I promise to take the gamble, maybe even calculated.
-Greg
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