Not much to do but shut up in my head and try to find activities to do. It makes writing suck too but have to do it, I'll probably crack some jokes on this like an egg on my oily frying pan. The good news, I'll be getting more bar shifts which'll make me complain less here. More money too and more time to plan the next move with it hopefully raining. The bad news, can't say there's alot really to my new setting, training to be a bartender is pretty big in terms of advancing a secondary career, while also keeping me communicative with others. I can also play door guy from time to time, that's ideal.
I meet with the main girl tomorrow night for a good time out. I've been a little distant from her but it's not just her, it's everyone. I don't leave my apartment complex because of the heat, lack of parking, indescribable no AC in my car and it's making me keep to myself. It makes me feel bad for appearing cold but at the same time I can't help or change the way I feel at times. Others in the area seem to agree as really no-ones out during the day and they're all employed. I should at least take my writing sessions outside where I can get some fresh air. I most likely will after I save here.
Saved and I am writing outside. They have free weed rips today I'd be more than happy to test that out for the 20th time
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